Struggling on....
by Yarnie
(UK)
Feeling a bit fed up now really. Started a new job last week and really thought I'd find things easier. But it's still an ongoing struggle. Worrying about needing the toilet in the office. Worrying about going out of the office in case I need the loo. Got a really important meeting tomorrow morning and am anxious about going into a panic and needing the leave for the toilet. Fed up with dreading doing the things in my personal life that I actually WANT to do. Long to just be able to do things and look forward to it and enjoy it. Mood gets miserable and I feel like eating. Worried to eat in case it sets the IBS off. Tried so many things to overcome these issues, even the mental health team don't know how to help me now! So frustrated!