help me
i need help because i find it very hard to breathe and i can't cope with normal life unless i'm working constantly while i am awake. this leaves me drained every day as i'm stressed out from 8am to midnight. i am unable to relax and at the moment it feels like i'm being stabbed continuously in the stomach. i hate this feeling. i want it to stop but it doesn't unless i drink a lot of alcohol which i don't like doing because it hurts my stomach and i feel worse afterwards. so i don't know what to do and i just want to feel calm like i used to without having to feel this stabbing pain and difficulty in breathing. i will find out a way to get rid it of it. i just don't know what that will be at the moment.