daily struggle....
by pdee
(South Africa)
i wish i can remember how it felt those times when i had no IBS, to me that is just a memory now a memory i struggle to retain a memory i feel as time goes i will forget.... life with IBS is a daily struggle a struggle that does not promise an end, i feel trapped and frustrated because it affects every part of my life sometimes i feel like it is better to die than to live with this condition. I do not know for how much longer i can live with this condition i do not want to die but i cannot imagine anything worse than this that has happened or that can happen in this life time....if this condition persists then the end of the road for me is near that is of cause if the anxiety and depression does not kill me first...